i`ve had what i feared the most.
so i guess i`ll be letting him go already.
he likes that girl more than me, anyway.
although there`s no proof yet.
all of those stats i had in YM last night were all for him.
that was my one and only chance to let him have a glimpse of how i feel.
but he doesn`t seem to have minded it.
in short, he just ignored what i wrote.
AND, last night was heartbreaking.
i was still asking him of what he was doing that certain time.
but, he bid goodbye and signed out.
so, that`s it. that`s what i feared the most.
which is making me feel so down right now.
he`s always the reason why i`m feeling down.
*sigh* fine then,
just. . . go on with your life without me. T_T
that`s all.