Pasensiya nalang sa dili makasabot. Lisod au i-translate ang akong isulti. Magkasinagol jud ang mga language ani. Actually, this is for someone so dear to me. All about what I really feel right now.

Know what? Gikapoy na jud ko. How can I possibly point out a "commitment" in this situation we are in? Although it`s hard to accept, sa akong part, pero I think, what he had before was past. Feel nako, you`re appyling the "Past is past" saying. Ambot nalang. Always na jud gani ko masakitan. But I don`t have the courage to say this all to you. Al least, diri sa akong blog, I could blurt out my feelings easily. Mahuwasan ko bisan gamay lang. Hahaii. Kapoy na uie. Kapoy na jud kaau. Ikaw nalang jud akong gi-agad. Kung mu-ingon ka nga we`d better not continue this relationship anymore, I would agree. Not that I don`t love you anymore. But because, I really really love you. As they say, "If you love someone, set them free.". I`ll have to accept what you want. I want you to know that, every decision between us, naa ra nimo. Wala koi pakialam kung unsa imong decision, pero if ever I would feel it`s not right, that`s the time I would disagree.

Pagklaro ha, kung dili na jud ka, okay ra baya nako. Bisan unsa kalisod i-accept ang truth nga wala na jud. As-in, wala na jud. It may hurt me, but at least you`re happy, right? I don`t care what would happen to me. Basta, I gave you what I could give. I would not regret anything that I`ve given you. And I would never regret the decision I made that I would let you be in my heart. Although how much you`ll hurt me, I just want to make it clear, I would always love you no matter what. Just remember that. Every time I would think how is the both of us, I could not think of any words that would describe us. More than down, I suppose? Arggh.

Pero, what if, time will come, wala lang gihapon improvement. Then I would finally say nga let`s stop this, I wonder what you would do. If you would be happy, or whatever. Or basin karon, gahilum-hilum lang ka pero naghuwat nalang ka nga i-end ko ni. Pareha ni kuya Ian. Ambot nalang. Wa na mai klaro ang mga manag-uyab sa atong batch. If I were to reminisce it, I could only remember the times when we used to have those "kilig moments" with each other. Ang monthsary, sunod pa jud. Atoa, 17, then ila, 18, 19. We were so happy back then. If I were to compare those times with today, hmm, Sauna, advance pa kaau mu-greet ug "happy monthsary". Mag-sorry pa kung malate ug ingon bisan one day ra. Karon, pwede ra mu-greet bisan one week has passed na. Wala naman tawn ni klaro uie. Hmm. A song for you? hahaii.

Yes. I`m finally becoming active in posting here in my blog once again. I missed this. Especially when I would blabber of whatever has happened just earlier this day or what I think would happen later this day. LOL.

Darn it! Friendster is not functioning well right now. Maybe because their server is down. But, why is it loading faster than usual? Too bad, nobody won`t be able to see the real design of my profile. LOL.
And this for someone, I`m really sorry that I`m avoiding you nowadays. I just don`t feel like it. It seems like, you don`t bloody care about me anyway. That`s why I`m avoiding you. Know what? Every time you chat with me, it`s always in a wrong timing. It`s either I have other things important to do or I really need to go. How bad. But sometimes, you could make a great timing. haha! Hmm. How many months are we? Uhhm, five, I guess? I`m sorry, I almost forgot. LOL.